The simply me, Loves you

Posted 11 months ago
with 3 notes

Tags: #pain

It breaks me a little. 

I wonder why. Why all those things fade?
Well, I know there’s a reason. I know there’s something I should have known.
I still asking myself why I’m still fooling myself.
In facts that I know deeply inside are lies.
Why I’m still believing on such pretty lies?
That made my heart broke into pieces.
How many times I will be fooled by him?
How many times I will be hurt by him?
Well, too idiot, right?
It’s like watering withered plant and waiting on something that will never ever happens.
All the pain and sorrow that I feel now Is breaking me, slicing my flesh, watering my eyes, crushing my mind.
I know that I’m strong but why I’m like this?
I’m like giving up.

Posted 11 months ago

Tags: #Insane

K. 

Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit siya ganun sa akin. Nakakainis na nakakaasar na nakakagulo ng isip. Ano bang ginawa ko sa kanya? At kung ituring niya ako parang basura? Kapag kinakausap siya kala mo kung ang laki ng kasalanan mo. Masalubong mo man o makatitigan. Kahit na sa kahit anong bagay. Ayan nanaman siya eh. Hay. Ang hirap niyang basahin. Minsan parang galit, minsan akala mo kung sino tong maamong tupa. He just changed. Big changed that makes me disappointed. TURN OFF. -.-

Posted 11 months ago
with 4 notes

Pretender 

I’m not happy. Totally.

Posted 11 months ago
with 1 notes
sweetnasweet asked:
Hi and hello :))) haha good evening baby hihi :"> Salamat ng marami *hugs* (baby nalang ko ikaw xDD)

Ahihihihi :”> Good evening din Baby :”> xD Wala po yun :) Nakakarelate din ako minsan sa blog mo :3

Posted 11 months ago

Yes! I do CARE!  

Posted 11 months ago
with 5 notes

Tags: #bitch

Fooling. You don’t do that to mee! xD 

Posted 11 months ago

Tags: #HowIWish

I wish…. 

Minsan hinihiling ko na meron silang X-ray scanner ng nararamdaman sa mga mata nila para alam naman nila kung anong nararamdaman ko sa tuwing tinatanong nila kung bakit ako ganito o ganyan.

Posted 11 months ago
with 5 notes

Tags: #SadButTrue

READ THIS. Warning! Danger! 

Yes, All of us want to be perfect. Perfect na sa academics, may sport, maganda, maganda ugali, mayaman, happy life, everything na sa’yo na. Pero hindi eh. I also want that. Yes! Really! But I’m not. We can’t have it all. For me life is like dancing. You learn step by step. It is also like a game. It is by level kapag tumataas na yung level lalong humihirap. Ako nga nahihirapan eh. As in super. But I always smile not to hide the pain but to show that I’m strong enough. Pero minsan kasi nakakapanghina na. Gusto mo na alng sumigaw, umiyak hanggang mawala yung sakit na nafeefeel mo. I feel alone. Kahit na kasama ko mga friends ko or what. And I’m distracted. I’m pressured. Ang hirap. Alam mo yung pinepreesure ka na ganito ganyan. Nakakatamad tuloy mag-aral tapos wala naman sila, wala naman appreciation. Very good is not enough. I need to be the best, sabi nila. Hindi ko alam kung paano maging best ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan lahat. Sobrang gulo. Problem in Family, school, people around you even in myself. I’m incomplete, honestly speaking. Ako yung taong wala sa side ng parents, hindi nakaramdam ng care na inaasahan mo. Ako din yung taong iniwan ng taong mahal ko na ngayong may mahal ng iba at masaya siya. Ako yung taong madaming pangarap pero hindi alam kung paano abutin, alam ko na kaya kong abutin pero there are hindrances na minsan hindi lang hindrances nagdudulot pa ng pain. Well, I’m the girl finding herself, incomplete, alone and dreaming.

   I don’t know what to say to the people who trust me and believe me of what can I do. I changed. Big changed. Hindi na ako ganun ka-active. Hindi na din ganun kasipag. Hindi ko na kasi alam ang gagawin ko e. Ang baba na ng Self confidence ko.

Posted 11 months ago
iamafreakiguess asked:
Kamusta ka na? :D

Okay lang naman :D Ikaw ba? :)